i quit listening to the same song on repeat at all times ( something i’ve been doing for the past.. like five weeks? something) today. its like finally deciding to put moisturizer after ages because you realise that you have ENOUGH cracks on the inside already and you do not need anymore on your shell, [...]
i am a very obstinate person so i will keep doing this. {or- Off my journal (3)}
i am red nailpaint and yellow walls and box windows left behind and a deaf ear.
a crumbling bone and some dead,black blood underneath the skin on my foot.i am unresolved debts going up in smokes.that night with my mother’s hand on my head with a soundtrack to the purest yet the most tenderly tainted form [...]
